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Thursday, March 31, 2005 dancingdancingdancingdancing

Hey... i did my hairshow today.. was a good show well done.. haa.a. had my hair cut by Japanses stylist Yorozu, and he is cute. Anyway.. left the LTB group to their presentation.. Hope everything went smoothly for them.. thank you guys...

4 CM gone.. but is okie. cuz i got a pretty haircut... and lotsa nice pics.. didnt get my hair blown up and dehydrated.. and had 2 lunches and a dinner.. haha.. crappy.. I get to wear a one piece swimsuit and a raincoat.. very cute outfit.. =).. BUT the only thing that i regretted was not studying for the test tmr.. every will say i am stupid.. but i just couldnt concentrate as there are lotsa distraction.. haiz.. if i fail then u know why, then again, i always fail. But whateva it is,i enjoyed the hairshow and i am waiting for the next one.. =)

Saw Zaki today and he is so CUTE and nice.. haiz. i wish i see him everyday and we will have many bitching sessions.. alr did it just now.. and his bet is on Natasha and Cheryl to win Miss Singapore Universe 2005.. was thinking of going to mediacorp to watch.. but think maye not...heard that the seats not good. haha

Saw Kel and Blyss today too ... they were models at the hairshow as well.. =)

Well. anyway.. gotta really clean my face. it is still itchy! Nitey

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Tuesday, March 29, 2005 dancingdancingdancingdancing

I am so full.. all because of the buffet steamboat dinner..havent had it for ages.. and i am eating way too much considering that i had to work....Even had to play the Scissors,paper,stone game to get rid of the food. Tks harold for making me fat... i know i lost but i refused to eat it..

I know how it feels to get ulcers.. haha.,. use Watermelon frost, Bonjela, drink lotsa water or just simply sleep ya way through the pain.. And anyway,for sore throat, just take slightly boiled coca cola with lemon, help lots

ANd i had just dyed by hair with copper highlights.. haha. kinda like it..

I feel that my mom is not having a very good time with such a busy daughter or rather busy daughters. haiz.. no one seems to be helping her and i stone in front of the comp every night.. cant seem to kick this habit..Computer is very unhealthy..haiz... Poor mom...

The thought of Financial Accountin and TWC exam freaks me off..haiz.. 3 more weeks to holidays.. Kambate.... Jia You. Yo!~~~

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Sunday, March 27, 2005 dancingdancingdancingdancing

I hate the rain that i used to love. i need to find a new self. i know i can. Family is really important and i will cherish, I know i havent been a good child recently and i am feeling pretty bad about it. and i havent been a good student recently and i feel bad about it too.. I just havent been good at anything. I wish i can.

But like what Deric said, "Life is simple and that's why u are happy", "Dont make it complicated and make urself happy", there is never whether we win or lose, it is what we gain from it... Jeff says "Rain brings renewal to life" and "there is always a rainbow after a rain..."

Simple senteces.. yet so meaningful. But whether one can grasp the meaning is another thing.

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Everything, however beautiful, has to be over one day.

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Saturday, March 26, 2005 dancingdancingdancingdancing

Bad weather. considering that yesterday was such a happy day.. i am so down... =)

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Hey i am 22 years old alr... Man... Should i "gracefully accept it", quoted brian. =) .. haha.. I am glad that i managed to see all my frens who came. Some i havent seen in ages... Though some could not come, it's okie...

My sister's 21st was was held in the house too. But her frens came late, therefore there was a time when there were no chairs.. very paiseh about it..

These are the people who came yesterday. Really must thank them for coming. I am honored they turned up at my party and make it nice

My Secondary School frens: Kian Seng, Lishi, May, Robin, Riguan, Britmand, Nicholas.

From SMU: Lewyn, Roy, Lavi, Daryl, Juiliang, Xiuting, Jonathon, Siti, Raphael, Jenny came first, pls give her credit for it as she waited for everyone to come.

My Relatives: Second Uncle and my 2 lovely cousins, Mei and Bin.

My Neighbours: adeline and her Parents.

My poly fren: Steven and Brian.. Brian is not from poly.. tsk tsk

My loose frens (haha!): Alexis, Harold, Kit, Louis, Jeffrey.

My sister's Godma and family.

Hey guys.. I am so so so so so so glad u came... thank you so much and thank you for all your presents. I love it.. =). Have never held a party this scale before. But the feeling is amazing when i can see all my frens. really appreciate it. But it is really tiring to keep jumping from group to group, from individual to individual, trying to keep them away from feeling bored. I was soooo.. tired.. But some of you people were quite understanding about it. Thanks..

AND SPECIAL thanks to my mom and my sister's godma.. who put in so MUCH effort into making the food taste good..i think they do taste good. what do u think? haha.. =).. Esp to my mom and my sister.. who guest starred as chef and Maria a.k.a Cinderella.. and my dad.. who helped out in every single thing he could.. ALL because they want me to make my guest feel good and comfortable..

And thanks to Harold who drove my cousins back..

haha.. i feel like i am giving speech for some award... oh whateva. Anyway LOVE YOU GUYS>>> MUACKZ>>>!!!!

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Friday, March 25, 2005 dancingdancingdancingdancing

Hey!... it is my birthday. A year older... and i will be expected to hear this same old speech from my father on the responsibilities and behavoir of a grown up etc etc. haha.. well..

Having a gathering later at my place.. haha.. my mom's cooking... hope there's enough food to go around... i dun want my guest to go hungry. It is really tiring to hold an event,plus all the projects and such. I am definitely not gonna do any school work today.. No way! I hope everyone will have a pleasant time tonight.. and i am having chocolate cake.. not that it is my fav, but i think it is safe then getting a raspberry sourish cake..

Happy Birthday Yanni

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Wednesday, March 23, 2005 dancingdancingdancingdancing

Bascially i have nothing much to say.. cuz alexis just asked me to blog more often and here i am doing it just for her...

Guestlist is almost done up.. i know some of you cannot make it..but it is okie.. and tks to those who can make it..Hope you guys can enjoy yourself at my humble place.. gather abit.. okie?

just ordered a chocolate cake.. hope it take great.. =)....

Today was COMMS group presentation and IT IS OVER!!!! YEAPIE.. OSH said it was good.. but i feel that i didnt do well. i feel that i could have done better.. i know i didnt put in alot of effort though.. seriously.. Wei Ngaip did extremely well i must say and Duke was great too.. like their presentations.. applause!~

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Tuesday, March 22, 2005 dancingdancingdancingdancing

Aw man.. Havent blogged for days.. hehe.. Had a wonderful weekend at sepang circuit watching F1 race. Not that the race is especially intriguing to me.. but it has been good, at least this is one in a life time opportunity to go there FOC! haa.

Harold from Redbull drove us to KL, malaysia during the wee hours of saturday. Got straight to Sepang and mingle with the redbull people, saw Christian Klein, David Coultard, ralf Schmacher. Qualifying rounds were held then. i saw TAKUYA KIMURA, he was there to watch the race.. man!... i didnt expect him to be there.. and i really like him.. hey girls, arent you envious? haa..... after which we went back hotel to rest and freshen up for a dinner at night. It was fine dining, but the food was so-so. i would rather go for a ramly burger or bah kut teh or satay. Hmm.. sedap!~ then went to this Hugo boss party/fashion show after dinner. Heard that David Blaine was there. but i didnt get to see him though.. the wine and champagne was bad..it taste yucky.. but anyway, i just drank... return to hotel to sleep later....

next morning went to sepang circuit again and watch the race at 3pm... haa.. was exciting for the first 3 rounds.. but got bored soon after.. even feel asleep for a while.. cant blame me, blame the weather... then went to the finishing line.. Fernando Alonso from Renault got first. Jarno trulli from toyota got second, Nick Heidfeld from BMW got third.. For Redbull, David Coultard got 6th, Christian got 8th.. and they did pretty well.. Michael Schmacher got 7th. =) Went back to the hotel to pack up and have dinner before we head back singapore.. The sad thing is i didnt even have ramly burger.. haiz...

Harold drove us back to our house and mine was the last stop ( ard 2plus by then)...tks alot dude!..

Econs was a drag the next day.. without the redbull, i think i might have just died.. i was so tired okie!... and least it kept my energy up...

It was an experience to go there.. and i really didnt regret it.. it was fun.. i hope i have the chance to go again..

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Friday, March 18, 2005 dancingdancingdancingdancing

Hey.... AM resting at home.. preparing to go work later from 1-3.. the last day of the 3-days work i am suppose to do.... and i am going KL later at 6 am.. i am not going to sleep tonight you'knoe. haiz... will sleep on the way to KL!... really hope that i get some free time at KL.. i am going to meet my fav cousin okie!... haa!..

Went sentosa today..my third aunt went underwater world. but i didnt.. haa.. waste money.. but i stay with the turtle.. i mean stay beside the turtle pond.. hey.. those turtle are good man.. they make u feel at tranquility.. i think i sound stupid when i say this.. but aiya.. dun care lar.. then went The merlion.. the giant one FYI.. haa.. okie.. and then dolphin lagoon.. wanted to watch..but was thinking i should boycott animals shows..think they are really poor things.. imagine u are one of those pink dolphins.. captured and breed in captivity, how sad. Even though they make children happy, but to sacrifice their freedom for this short-lived happiness?.. hmm.. think abt it... if the people really like this dolphins, they should think in the shoes of these animals. But at the moment when they are watching the animals shows and laughing away, they wont rem the animal's unhappiness, not a single bit. Same here.. i almost fell to it too.. but in the end i didnt watch.. And one thing.. i dun eat shark's fin.. not really a crusader.. but just doing my bit....
After that.. went to the tiny island opposite the palawan beach. if i am not wrong.. the nice bridge there.. and took lotsa pictures..... ate at maxwell.. getting fat.. Yes i know.. tks for telling me mark...

heard from roy that the biz plan competition is going on well.. good luck guys. and may u guys come out tops!

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Wednesday, March 16, 2005 dancingdancingdancingdancing

Just played a game in school at LTB class.. First time so excited over a game... haa. this time i am the rep from the team to get the brief from prof, if anything goes wrong, i will have to be liable.. therefore, i am very Gan Cheong about this game.... won the third.. considered one of the fastest. but the game is not about winning the race. but rather plan the game in such a way that we follow strategies and get the best match and therefore winning the game.. but too bad we do not manage to see that the game has to be played this way and just focus on winning the race. therefore we got third... if we realise that, we might have won.. haiz... Now i realise the importance of strategy..

My aunt came from malaysia and is at my house now.. the bad thing is that i am so busy that i dunno whether i have the time for her.. therefore i think i am gonna sacrifice some time for her..mayb my FA will fail the next time. u never know.. but then again.. i fail it all the time...

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Sunday, March 13, 2005 dancingdancingdancingdancing

Aw man.. i dunno what to write.. hmm.. that the blody redbull made super energetic then make sleep flat like a dead cow? haa.. but i woke up DAMN early.. 830? haa... clean the whole house despite doing FA and COMMS.. Sorry FA teammates, i am so lazy.. so in the midst of doing the work.. you guys will send me your parts for FA tmr right?>haiz.. more work again.. Hope deric can help me!~ Deric.. Save me.. anyway. miss u

I am so so so so so so broke.. still got alot of money owed to me. so u should know not to borrow money from me ok? ha...kidding.

Clean the house abit today..ha. my room is still far from tidy... i live in a pigsty u know.. haha. so much for that horoscope of mine.. i really think that i am one of the untidiest girl on earth. BUT yeah, I know how to do housework. just a matter of whether i wanna do it or not! poor mom.

Mom went back Ipoh yesterday for my granddad's 100th day. Will be back tonight or tmr.. Hope she remember her jacket. my aunt is coming tmr, then why do u think i clean the house for? Got a habit, i always want to keep house clean for guests, if not, it's worst then a pigsty.

Feel that i am running out of time for school work. It is pressing me.. and i feel that i cant do anything about it... Will be having COMMS individual presentation this wednesday. Any tips for me? mayb Cixian or Jenny? heard from others that u guys did well..hmmmm..

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Jus got back from thumper at 0030.. did the Redbull show... very tiring...spend one whole day there... eyes very tired...

Hey.. I am going to the Grand Prix in KL on 18 and 19 march.. anyone wanna come? haa.. sounds exciting but yet boring at the same time...

Busy month le... will need help from frens sometimes.. just like Mark, he helped me to change my presentation time slot to another day when i can then make it. Tks to him, really. thank you Mark..

Finally had the last week with Jervois Special School for the LTB project.. haa..

FA test coming.. WTH!~

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Friday, March 11, 2005 dancingdancingdancingdancing

It is freezing in TWC class.. as usual.. with Prof Polar bear.. haa...I am honoured to be in the TWC group because they are all very smart... and they do alot of work... so i am like the free rider... haaa..yeah. hope they dont mind lor...

My aunt is coming to singapore, with my cousins ... the last time they were here was like 10 years ago.. i hope i can spend some time with them... so i am packing all my work to finish this weekend... *cross my fingers* ...

Today is exactly one year from last year MSU Semi finals at IndoChine Aquadisiac. stil rem this date super clearly.. cried my eyes out back then... memories..~~ How do u think this year MSU is? Good.. cuz that is without me inside.. hee.. but the cool stuff abt it is that u get to travel for free.. hee.. imagine that.. =)

Just wondering how many people actually read my blog.. would u kindly leave a msg on my blog once u read this? haa.. just doing a survey..

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Hey. Just got back from Thumper.. hee.. drank abit.. anyway.. finish work with Evian from 11-1am. Met a cute guy.. but he is 19.. haa... Young boy..damn tired now.. and sleepy.. Did some work.Still very bothered by FA. haiz... gotta go sleep..u too.. if u are reading this in the middle of the night.. okie.. Nitey..

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Tuesday, March 08, 2005 dancingdancingdancingdancing

Got a piece of mind from Deric on what i had said... haiz.. gotta bear those in mind.

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It will be 11th of March soon.. not feeling too good. Anyway, that's beside the point.

I am pretty discouraged.. Always feel that i am not as good as certain people.. in terms of studies and whatnot.. why cant i be better? Am i really that bad? I feel so irritating and hate-able.. I am very critical of myself.. and i am forever blaming myself for whatever that goes wrong. It seems to be always my fault. Why cant i be better? I really hope i can stop doing that but i cant.. i am just really an asshole. A stupid one at that.

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Monday, March 07, 2005 dancingdancingdancingdancing

Hey.. it is the end of a weekend again... time FLIES>. just talked to a fren and realise that ina month's time i am gonna have my exams alr..damn sianz.. and why must my bdae fall in the middle of busy times? haiz.. tell me about it!...

Watch Hitch today.. really like it..humorous and witty.. Also watch White Noise.. Pls dont waste your money on it.. first 5 mins and i am alr disappointed.. dont even know why i choose that show in the fiirst place when i knew that it is bad alr...

Lishi got a white skirt and belt for her bdae on 8th of march. haa.. me and guang choose it.. and had cookie monster mudpie at NYDC..shall skip all my complains on getting fat.. i deserve it for binging on junk food. also meet Andrew today.. but didnt spend alot of time with him... so paiseh...will treat him to bah chor mee next time.. hee...

Very tired today and moody....

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Sunday, March 06, 2005 dancingdancingdancingdancing

Feels kinda sad.. It has been one year since last year MSU 2004.. Kinda missed it.. yeah.. there is a certain fear that i experienced and it is indescribeable..Really hope will stop at that time.. i wanna cherish it more and more.. but it is over alr.. Time really flies.. would i still feel like this 10 years down the road? Would all the gers feel this way too? would they still rem me?.. Maybe 2004 is too eventful for me.. Hope 2005 is more peaceful and steady....

Hope i am happier and wont feel like this for too long.. it has been a year alr..

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Saturday, March 05, 2005 dancingdancingdancingdancing

My aunt got registered today and is considered wife to Uncle Chee.. hahaha.. wore my little black dress and 3.5 inches heels but brave all the treees, mud, grass, sun and stairs just to take some pictures for them. Though i am not really a good photographer. but i took some really candid shots. Had lunch at Fook Yuen.. pretty nice dessert.. haa..

bought presie for Lishi.. will tell u guys what it is next time..

felt the soreness in my back, arms and leg... the gym did me good..will do it again.. soon..

today i saw a real life demonstration of chivalry and gentlemenly behaviour. Was on my way to the bus ( as usual all the hasslge of squeezing through all the people and trying to get on the bus) when i saw a chinese guy beside me. He gave way to me and let me go on first (normal, this is what u see SOMETIMES, i mean sometimes). Then came along this old eccentric man who was talking to himself and he just cut the queue and got in front of me. I am used to seeing all these scenes of people talking and shouting to nobody, therefore it is not really much of a surprise. But what really surprise me was that this chinese guy actually tap me lightly on my left elbow and gave me a concerned look that conveys to me to let this weird man go first.. and he asked me to be careful as there are lotsa werid people around. Surprisingly, it is such a simple act that it can easily be overlooked. But it shows that he bothered to give some advice and help when needed.. and not what some guys would think "Aiya.. this ger arh, better not go near that weird man.. but then again.. what the heck... not my business" Well.. this guy lives in tampines.. haha. glad that there are still such men ard..

Shows that chivalry still exist..

Flowers and Bumble bees

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Friday, March 04, 2005 dancingdancingdancingdancing

Hey all.. Its friday.. most of u should be out partying.. and tmr is the weekend (for workaholic who doesnt know which day is which), it is leisure time =)... but for me, weekend is just another day.. for certain people, weekend means extra time meet their .. (ahem.. u know who).. I would be dateless as usual.. well kinda got use to it..

tmr my aunt is getting married.. at least i am occupied.. hee..

got work later tile midnight.. gonna be really tired... no chauffer.. guess i have to pay to travel to chinatownn then,.. how sad...

Well.. take care guys.. and have a great weekend. Do not be too bogged down by work or projects...

Have a life, k?

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Thursday, March 03, 2005 dancingdancingdancingdancing

Got back the FA papers. Didnt do very well.. gotta buck up.. Haiz... i am just not an accounting person. My aunt's getting married this saturday.. Eating at Fook Yuen at Raffles City. Happy for her.. hmm.. what should i wear? All black can? haaa

Wanted to go swimming today, but it was raining..I have to exericse this week.. Well.. gotta fulfil my wishlist (look to ya left, FYI).. haa.. Gym in the morning mayb. Just rem a movie i watched last week.. "Million Dollar baby".. good show i must say... go and watch it if got time.. Constantine this sunday. Hope it is still on. Hope my fren doesnt play me out..

Got work tmr night.. gonna be damn tired.. haiz..and still have to listen to Neil Jones. I hope he be nice and talk lesser... but he is not all bad.. at least he talk sense and doesnt talk like he is scolding. (hint: Glenda Singh)

If got feedback on my blog.. feel free to post a msg. Actually anyone can post a msg, i have to prepare myself for next time when someone hurl abuses on my tag board.

And tks to Roy for driving Me and Juiliang out of school.. if not we'll be drenched.. and i have headaches if my hair is wet in humid weather. tks again.

I hope my guardian angel is working... mayb he/she is off swimming.. leaving me by myself..
Tell u guys an anecdote about angels next time.

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One of the biggest and most frequent challenges i face in life is disappointment and fear.. how can i overcome them? I wish i know..

Am i at the right place in life? aor should i be doing something else?.... How can i know? Have i got my priorites right? or i have made a mistake again? As ususal?

Totally screwed-up

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Wednesday, March 02, 2005 dancingdancingdancingdancing

Aw.. i have never felt so lazy.. really cant even bear to start my Fa homework.. even though it is 3 more hours to sleep.. haiz. and my toohache is bothering me. lazy even to call the dentist.. Somebody pull me out of this shit. Still have COMMS individual and group proj, Some LTB and Sickening FA.

Tmr getting FA paper. scary.

Like a ghost

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Hey man.. Finish the COMMS test today. haiz.. 40% of whole semester gone just like this.. this is what u get for a non-exam topic.. In the library now.. thinking of purple coconuts.. haa.. wateva lar.

Had alot of castings to go for.. but i never get the job.. complete waste time and money.. but what to do? i am not as good as ang mohs or the local chinese. Moi Fat and depressed. Got the motorola shoot casting, good money but wont get the job at all.. haiz.. is it all worth it?

School work is getting stressing.. esp FA...haiz.. it is so tough.. erm.. it looks tough lar

Kick some ass, will ya

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Wow!... Finally got my own BLOG.. my fren had it like 5 years ago.. i must be one of the last few on earth to have one. Looking forward to posting my reflections on it...

First person to be mentioned in my first posting is Antoni.. from Thumper Models.. my fellow model friend.... wow.. amazing guy he is.. He is really something.. know him just before chinese new year.. haa.. and he has done something to change part of my life.. shall not mention what i done.. jus know that i award him the "First Person to appear on my Blog"...

Okie.. Credits to my youngest sister who had actually create my blog.. i only USE the blog.. haa.. moi busy k!

alright.. time to sleep.. COMMS test tmr.. kinda freak out by prof glenda singh... what to do... i dun click with professors or lecturers...

Still trying to figure out how to post pics.. man!~ soon

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Tuesday, March 01, 2005 dancingdancingdancingdancing

hello~~hy

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