whimsicallyanni

Thursday, April 28, 2005 dancingdancingdancingdancing

I seem to have lost my tongue. I suck at making a good conversation and suck at general knowledge. I wish I can be more impressive and if I wanna do something abt it., I got a lot of catching up to do.. really…. What’s up with me?.. i dun want people to end up luffing at me...

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at11:42 PM

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Hey hey hey..watched “Divergence” today. Starring Aaron kwok, Daniel Wu, Ekin Cheng and my FAV Gallen Lo.. heehee.. wow… and plus I get to see aaron and gallen in person. Cool or what!... hehe..

Finished the show at Fullerton hotel by Island shop and saw Alvin, Daniel Boey and Alex was actually down there in the crowd waving madly.. Haha. Made me luff on stage. Kekekeke. And before that went for casting at Misha’s.. Haha. She looks like she got high expectation. Haiz.. another waste trip

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Sunday, April 24, 2005 dancingdancingdancingdancing

Yo... watched my first movie for the last month.. and it was a good one. enjoyed it thoroughly. had a super bad habit of watching it from the back.. but had the fourth row yesterday. argh. but neverheless. still manage to catch the show without swearing. .. it appealed to me also because the male lead actor boy looks and behave alot like my youngest cousin.. hee.. oh yeah.. the show is called Millions.. you should watch it. It is great for the young and old. and it revealed how fertile a young kid's imgination can be and why being a kid is still the best thing in the world.

Had dinner with jeff and I head down to thumper to watch the screening by Eric Khoo.. "Be with me".. though i only managed to catch only the second half of the show, i think it is an amazing film... the movie screening ends off with

"Be with me, my beloved love. That my smile may not fade"

Be with me is part of the opeining show for Directors Fortnight Cannes 2005..the cannes film festival.. Amazing isnt it? Almost went to Zouk but had the splitting headache from the previous movie and went home instead.

Been staying at home all day.. haiz.. it is really bored i must say.. reading a book by Harlen Coben, recommendation from Harold. No Second Chance..

Hey.. i wanna go out with SMU pple.. but they are all so so busy.

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at2:38 PM

Friday, April 22, 2005 dancingdancingdancingdancing

Went out for lunch with Boon.. haha.. had the freshiest Maguro sushi ever and really nice japanese food... opps.. and Also tasty swordfish.. . haha.. and his car is so hi-tech with knobs and switches for a computer screen, Ipod player and its dockin station... my goodness.. undescribeable... cool... and it is really nice talking to him.. one of the nicest people from Thumper.. well.. everyone there is nice and friendly.. i really love them..

then met Alex.. he finished casting with Golden Horse Bridal Studio.. haha.. and went shopping with him.. made him spent 100 over bucks on a shirt and belt at dockers and levis... well he likes it anyway.. so .. it is money well spent.. or rather i have good dress sense.. (guy's clothes??!!)..
overall i had a really nice day. Sushi, Nice car, nice shopping trip.....

Alexis. u miss out on this lunch man.. it was good

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at4:55 PM

Wednesday, April 20, 2005 dancingdancingdancingdancing

Went for latte fitting.. they have really nice clothes.if i have the money, i would buy it.. i am so in love with that overall that comes in shirt (not pants). Went for another casting.. moi the only chinese there AGAIN.. damn.. Saw david stelzer there.. haha!... heng didnt get luff by him today.. went for coffee alone at Killiney Kopitiam... haha. in the mood for coffee.. i am actually a tea person. Why am i always alone? haiz... no one likes me enuff to go out with me.. ..bleah... wait wait wait..

Suddenly miss school.. haahaa.. i wish i am attending class.. but not doing project or having exams..

And i love sunset.. Would u rather view a picture with the sun behind the mountains as sunset or sunrise? i would choose sunset.

yeah. another boring blog.. sorry har.. this is definitely not an entertainement centre yeah.. dun count on me for that. And dun complain to me.. just dont read if it is boring yeah?

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at8:10 PM

Tuesday, April 19, 2005 dancingdancingdancingdancing

I am always being luff by alot of people.. in school.. got roy, youwei, kok beng they all to luff at me.. then still got Mr David Stelzer to luff at me.. Sad life...

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at11:57 PM

Monday, April 18, 2005 dancingdancingdancingdancing

Finished this sem's exams. yet still in library. waiting for rain to stop and went swimming

Got Extra care and attention from the 2 lifeguards at the pool on the mosquito bites on my legs.. ... Eeekkkkk.. yucks

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Saturday, April 16, 2005 dancingdancingdancingdancing

after watching the triump show, it gives me an incentive to slim down...

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Thursday, April 14, 2005 dancingdancingdancingdancing

had the twc paper today!~ 89 mcq questions to be exact.... tricky questions but manged to do it and make some sense and pick the answers.. or else kok beng's method would be great. he actually label 1-5 on the pencil, if in doubt, roll the pencil and presto!..

And there are crappy choices to the multiple choices, it goes something like this
"what kind of structure should an organization adopt if you want to encourage creativity and experimentation?"
a. Formalization
b. standardization
c. mechanistic
c. organic
d. Octupus???!!~~??

haha.. what kinda kuku answer is that? didnt know neil is funny too..
Just read Yewwei's blog.. freaking funny.. about his fish committing sucide..

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at11:25 PM

Monday, April 11, 2005 dancingdancingdancingdancing

Sunday night. going to sleep soon.. i am really glad that it is not raining today.

Just now heard my mom talking to my aunt over my late grandfather. my mom dreamt of him last night. again. since he passed away last year 8th of december.... guess my mom still miss him alot. just that she never says it.

i only see my grandfather once a year before he passed away, during school holidays when we visit them in Ipoh.. Still rem him as a stout man, fat but stout and taller then me. Had a deep tan, cuz he used to work in the forest and basically he never wears a top, except when he has to leave that village for the nearby town. whenever we visit him, he is either at the kitchen sleeping (yes kitchen.. really, he take his afternoon naps in the kitchen) or he is out at the kopitiam, havin coffee with the long time friends and smoking alot. he has a motorcycle, and since young, we Loved to take rides is his multipurpose vehicle (that is my fondest memory of him) he can take 3 - 4 kids with him on the bike(that is because it is only a village in malaysia and it is not singapore) around the village and into the forest...guess none of u reading this would ever have a feel of 4 kids on a bike... Really. those were the days that i would never forget as long as i lived.... and i really miss him alot.. alot.. he really love us, esp my youngest sister, who was not born as lucky as me and my youngest sister. he really dotes on her....I would never forget his tan, his big belly, his low trousers, his deep husky voice with the heavy malaysian accent, his bike, his room at the second storey of the house, his cupboard, his watch, his jade pendant,his stern face, his smile and his funeral... i realise how haggard he look at in the coffin when i went to his funeral that time. just 1 week before he passed away, i was already thinking of visiting him cuz he wasnt too well... my sisters had already visited him before and i couldnt get away then.. but by that time it was too late.. i didnt get to see him for the last time... i regret it...

U never realise that u can ever miss a person this much until he/she is gone. Cherish them.. cherish your loved ones> your parents, sisters,brothers, grandparents, uncles, aunties, friends. and everyone.... u never know when they will be gone.. and when u want to love them, they are not there anymore... take my words.. it's for sure

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at12:00 AM

Wednesday, April 06, 2005 dancingdancingdancingdancing

to continue from just now..Sometimes i wonder whether we can really get best friends in life.. Would u know they are your best frens when u see them? Or simply they were there at the point of time when you need a friend... This leads me to another question.. Do i treat my frens well? am i their fren or just another acquaintance.. and i realise that you can never imgaine that things can turn out bad between frens one day.. i would never think that this can happen..

I love the rain today. even thought it thwarted my plans of going for a swim.. but the scene is simply breathtaking, i think the choice of word is weird because it rains all the time in singapore, so what's so good? haha.. but anyway i like the heavy rain beating down on everything on earth.. and the smell of it is good. makes the air fresher, the trees greener, cleaner and makes me happier. Again.. i think what i said is weird, cuz i usually hate rain.. but i normally hate rain on weekends.. or when i am feeling down.. guess i am not that sad today and it is not a weekend.i hate weekends, it only serves to make me feel that time pass very fast.

I think my mom is having a hard time.. doing housework and all her work.. which i am not helping, cuz i have to study for FA and my youngest is on MSN all day.. she is addicted to it and neglecting all school work. FYI, she is in TPJC.. not too bad. at least she gets into a decent JC, i got into CJC and SRJC that time.. Bad experience though, that's why i chose TP.. not a bad choice, just that it took up more years then JC does. .. okie back to mom. I swear i have to start doing something for her during the holidays.. like doing housework and earning money.. but i am taking summer term, would it be a good idea?..

Think i should not go home early tonight to watch TV, i might not be able to finish revision today... haiz!..nvm... watch tmr then... i hope someone can drive me home at night.. pure bliss.. haha

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at4:19 PM

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Here i am eating alone in food haven, but actually i kinda like it.. dun have to keep talking though.. But was talking to FA prof over MSN.. haha.. how wacky can it get.. his display pic just said "i am a lazy man" in Korean.

Just stressed over FA.. next wednesday is the exam alr.. haiz. i dun even know if i can make it. If only i have have of what cixian or mark has, they seem to be geniuses in this field. Thank god, finance is not the only major, i might as well drop out if it was. haahhaa. want to take marketing and corporate comm as major. sound nicer than the borin accounting and finance.

meeting alexis for a study session in SMU this friday.. wanna see pretty babe (not babeS), pls come third floor of the library. we would be in some corner, i think.

Okie.. gotta go back library to face my boring text.. have to finish 2 more chapters.. Pray hard i can do it.

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at2:38 PM

Tuesday, April 05, 2005 dancingdancingdancingdancing

Studied in school library alone today.. haha...and had lunch alone.. sound really lonely right! yeah i think so.. no one accompanies me!~ haha. Bit my ulcer during lunch and was bleeding profusely, was really scared that i will freak out the girls sitting beside me..like i got terminal disease like that and vomitting blood.. how dramatic..haha. think i am going to suffer from the pain man... just when i woke up this morning and thought that my ulcers are healing... damn.

was walking out of school via the running track this afternoon.. at 6pm.. it was drizzling and i had no umbrella, when i was leaving the track, this runner in shorts and singlet run up to me and offer me an unbrella.. i was quite surprised to see a malay guy doing this. he handed me the umbrella asking me to hold it myself, he feared that he will be too stinky to hold the unbrella for me and he walked me to the bus stop, i offered to share the umbrella with him, but he dun wan to, giving the same excuse that he might just stink me to death.. and he stayed in the rain, though he was already soaked. So.. in short, he walked me, under the umbrella, to the bus stop and he, in the rain. haha.. i am surprised that there are still such gentlemen around.. who just offered you an umbrella when u need it.i thought they are extinct... If u are reading this and u are a guy, think u can learn from him.. serious!

Anyway, i really love the hong kong show at seven on channel eight.. man.. it's really nice. Watch it. i rushed home from school to watch it okie!

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at8:12 PM

Monday, April 04, 2005 dancingdancingdancingdancing

Woke up this morning and it was raining heavily.. really shitty start to a day..all the gloom and all that.. like someone beloved to me had left the world... saw my cousin's msg on his apology.. oh well.. i also dunno how to reply him.. haiz..

hey hey hey.. watched MSU yesterday? haha..quite okie lar.. i thought the gers were quite okie.. haha.. anyway.. my heart goes out to those backstage after those top 10 gers were chosen.. really.. was in their shoes before and i know how that felt.. it sucks right? but then again.. i wanna tell them that they rock and they are not bad at all.. serious.. they should be happy and not let anyone affect them... the world is cruel.. and we are here to take all these shit.. if not it wont even be colourful anymore.. i am sure it makes them more mature and i am sure they experience something that not any girls on the streets of orchard road can ever understand. admire their courage. And then it is a mediacorp show, u really cant expect them to show ALL of their personality on stage in a night right? it would be so impossible... Anyway..not anyone can urstd that, serious.. dun be disheartend if u think everyone dun urstd what u are thinking about.i am sure i do. u girls rock the world.. Cheers!~

Went to my cousin's wedding yesterday afternoon.. it was a christian wedding.. with all the singing and praying.. but the girl on stage started singing like she is performing in a getai.. with the appropriate christian songs of course.. my young female cousins started lufffing... haha.. pretty mean girls.. but she really look like she is doing a rock and roll concert on stage with all that dancing.. it is really a sight man!... really..ha.ha.. i didnt luff out loud.. that would be rude to do so.. yeah but she is really engrossed.. haha...

saw this pretty showhouse near my uncle's place in JB, 2 levels, with 4 rooms, and 4 toilets, one of which was situated in the worker's room. First time i see a servant room with own toilet. amazing. really.. There were 1 study room, 2 living rooms. Master bedroom has walk in wardrobe..a beautiful with its own pond that can be seen from the livig roo... it is really a very very very nice place to live in.. i am serious.. it cost ard RM 400grand.. quite exp.. but if i have the money, i will buy.

Got A for group COMMS presentation, quite amazing we did so well.. because other groups did extremely well too.. but i am glad that Duke and Wei Ngaip is in the same group with me.. without them, it would have been an impossible job.. really.. tks guys.. Muackz..~

i think i am getting sick.. i am eating more then i should and i cant control.. it is getting serious by the day.. damn!.. i dunno what to do.. my appetite just suddenly increased.. shit... cant take it anymore.. haiz... I am going to gym tmr.. Fats on the wrong place is a very serious issue.. okie

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at9:03 PM

Saturday, April 02, 2005 dancingdancingdancingdancing

~Reporting from Yanni's house in tampines~
I really dislike weekend nowadays.. it is boring and it is forever RAINING... why?.. and it is the exam week.. at this point of time last year, i am also feeling really unhappy too.. haiz.. now i feel like a worm..

Tmr would be going JB to attend a wedding dinner. My cousin who is only 23 is getting married. It is so hard to imagine them getting married, with huge responsibilities, being a man and bearing the burden of the whole house. It seemed only like yesterday when we play together, fight, swim in the sea.. basically having a good time as a bunch of naughty kids. haiz.time really flies.. i wonder when is it time for me to get married. i guess i will be really happy then. haha.. that is if i am not left on the shelf.

I wish i am on the other side of the world, where i can see and feel different things, refresh my mind, look at things with another perspective.. basically come back as another person, a happier person with loads of experience to talk of and not loads of crap. I wish i can tour European countries like France, Gemany, Belgium, England.... Even if it rains, i wont mind, i can experience it on a different note.. Just that rain in singapore seems extra sad.

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at1:34 PM

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End of semester 1 already and it is the start of the exam week. kinda bored. Still have lotsa things to study..

I discover that i can only be REALLY comfortable with people i really know and they are frens i know for a few years. If not, it is really hard to see the real side of me. Therefore i think i dun make a good and accurate first impression. It is even harder for me to interact with new people and it is not going to help me with my marketing or corporate comm major. I can get really shy at times. Got to know this piece of information when i talked to alexis last night.. Sometimes u need people to tell u about yaself before u can know it. It was just a subconscious notion until we talked abt it. Not really a good piece of news.

Anyway, tonight is the night, for MSU 2005. saw natasha and cheryl on paper, thought they look really good.. hmm... it is exactly a year ago when we were also down there for the last rehearsal. Those old days!~

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at12:19 PM