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Sunday, November 19, 2006 dancingdancingdancingdancing

Just received news that my friend's mom had passed away due to an illness. Even though i am not very close to this friend, but i can feel how he is feeling and it is just so sad.

Actually, everyday, I will think of what would happen to me if someone close to me pass away. Almost everyday. so much so that i think i am morbid. But am i really morbid? If we don't think about it and try to avoid it, would the shock of the demise of a loved one hit you even harder?

Would we also try to cherish the time we have with the them? i think i can safely say no. With "death" as the taboo word at the back of our mind, we will probably think that we can just carry on with life as we always did, uncaring of whether did we spend any time and effort with our loved ones. as cliche as it sounds, do we have to wait until they leave this world before we know that their physical presence means so much to us?

This reminds me of the book "Tuesday with morries" by albom mitch. Which i read, i cried, i empathise and i understand. or at least i think so.

plain cheesecake
at11:04 AM

Thursday, November 16, 2006 dancingdancingdancingdancing

oh.. blogger has merged with google. interesting.

I am going through what most people in SMU are going through now, exams, projects, stress, etc.. sighs..

actually my projects are more or less done, the last presentation was on tuesday. It was the Intellectual Property Rights class, where we presented the law case to our most "beloved" prof and the singappore ex-chief Justice Yung Pung How. It was a great honor to have the presence of the ex chief justice but i must say that we were ALL VERY nervous. Fortunately i think we all did okie. that's what i think la. For an 80 something year old man, he is extremely alert and talkative. Dont all of us wish we could be like him?

Placed some high expectations on my projects. and one of the projects were part of a competition. I put in so much effort into making it a success, but i am wondering now whether it is actually good enough to beat the rest and win the competition. sighs.sighs sighs.

And we formed a team to take part in Loreal Brandstorm competition which we are extremely determined to win.. YAY!

I really need a holiday this december but somehow i got this bad feeling that i will not be able to enjoy myself. I really want to go to the beach, enjoy the sea and sun. and chill. can i.

plain cheesecake
at11:01 PM

Thursday, November 02, 2006 dancingdancingdancingdancing

this place is getting lonely.

just a lil update. work is never ending and it will not end until end of november. School's my second home. i hardly see my family nowadays. Sad. but at least josh's with me in school. haha. i miss my frens and i miss going out.

i wonder why do we put ourselves and our work to the discretion of other people's judgement? can they really "measure" us? are we really the "A" grade person or the "C" grade person they make us out to be?

plain cheesecake
at9:16 AM