whimsicallyanni

Monday, April 11, 2005 dancingdancingdancingdancing

Sunday night. going to sleep soon.. i am really glad that it is not raining today.

Just now heard my mom talking to my aunt over my late grandfather. my mom dreamt of him last night. again. since he passed away last year 8th of december.... guess my mom still miss him alot. just that she never says it.

i only see my grandfather once a year before he passed away, during school holidays when we visit them in Ipoh.. Still rem him as a stout man, fat but stout and taller then me. Had a deep tan, cuz he used to work in the forest and basically he never wears a top, except when he has to leave that village for the nearby town. whenever we visit him, he is either at the kitchen sleeping (yes kitchen.. really, he take his afternoon naps in the kitchen) or he is out at the kopitiam, havin coffee with the long time friends and smoking alot. he has a motorcycle, and since young, we Loved to take rides is his multipurpose vehicle (that is my fondest memory of him) he can take 3 - 4 kids with him on the bike(that is because it is only a village in malaysia and it is not singapore) around the village and into the forest...guess none of u reading this would ever have a feel of 4 kids on a bike... Really. those were the days that i would never forget as long as i lived.... and i really miss him alot.. alot.. he really love us, esp my youngest sister, who was not born as lucky as me and my youngest sister. he really dotes on her....I would never forget his tan, his big belly, his low trousers, his deep husky voice with the heavy malaysian accent, his bike, his room at the second storey of the house, his cupboard, his watch, his jade pendant,his stern face, his smile and his funeral... i realise how haggard he look at in the coffin when i went to his funeral that time. just 1 week before he passed away, i was already thinking of visiting him cuz he wasnt too well... my sisters had already visited him before and i couldnt get away then.. but by that time it was too late.. i didnt get to see him for the last time... i regret it...

U never realise that u can ever miss a person this much until he/she is gone. Cherish them.. cherish your loved ones> your parents, sisters,brothers, grandparents, uncles, aunties, friends. and everyone.... u never know when they will be gone.. and when u want to love them, they are not there anymore... take my words.. it's for sure

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