He left.. without saying goodbye.. without me sending him and he didnt even receive my goodbye msg.. we will remain like this forever, never talking to each other again.. until years later. by then he probably have a happy life, got out of his own mess and carry on with his loved ones.. =(.. we were never good frens.. and he will never remember me..

sighs.... i think i am such a bad sister to her.. i cannot understand her and i think she dun like to talk to me.. i cannot get her respect as my sister... all my fault.. all along.. i dun try to urstd her. sighs..

i hate blogging.