whimsicallyanni
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
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This week is so stressed. four tests in a week. i think i have having problems with my memory. It just doesnt work and i cannot rem whateva i read.. and i did badly for my tests. i really hate myself for that.. why cant i just be as good as Xian or Shaun or ralf? i really dun expect too much. but just to do reasonably well. but i screwed up 2 tests alr, one of which i know the grades alr and i was below average. i take it too hard and reflect the grades on me personally. I feel so inadequate. is there something wrong with me? Maybe i shouldnt be in SMU. i really dun feel good abt it and in the midst of studying i would think of my grades and cry. 2 more tests to go. i dunno how i can get through after this week and look at my grades. i think i am in store for more lousy grades. I cannot take it already..
Wish i can still talk to him about it, but too bad he is no around now.
plain cheesecake
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