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Wednesday, March 29, 2006 dancingdancingdancingdancing

heyloo.. tmr is the last day of my 4 presentations. Finally.. !~ hope prof bhooma will like it. alot of effort was put into it. i saw the online news that there is a solar eclipe today, 29 march 06' in areas like Turkey, Rome, Libya, Mongolia, Syria. The best place to view it would be turkey. It was so gorgeous!! but too bad we cant see it from the equator. I remember the last time i watched in some years back but it was only a lunar eclipse in the middle of the night. wanted to watch with frens, but it was almost impossible since i was still young and probably wont be granted permission. Solar eclipse is pretty rare. i read the article and it makes me feel so eager to watch one. They say that the whole place would turn blue green when the whole sun is being blocked, the sky would turn blue and stars would start appearing. FOr the whole 3 mins, the day has turned into night. Man!. i wish i was there to experience the feeling. I WANT TO TRAVEL!!!

Can i watch an aurora borealis before i die?

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Tuesday, March 28, 2006 dancingdancingdancingdancing

recently been listening to alot of songs. maybe because i have my ipod nano liao. it is really good. kills boredom most of the time. and i have many new favourite songs. Try Jheena Lodwick - Do that to me one more time. it is good i tell u. just ask me for the song i will send u.

23 years old already. cant help but say that time flies. SIghs.. it is amazing really. u recall the times when u are young, childishly playing around, trying to study hard. U can even remember how young your mother and father looks like. and now u see those facial lines and white hairs they have now. and how time is is mercilessly rushing ahead of you all the time. when you are younger, you can only picture yourself being the young, pretty adult in early twenties. but now, i think of how i will look like and where i will be when i am 30. it is freaky how our mindset changes with time and it is not by choice.

Being 23 means i am older then i was last year. My dad, every year will give me a speech, reminding me that, being older, i have to be wiser and i have to stop being my kiddy self.. i just nod and nod and nod. but do we really get that into our heads? sometimes, we have to appreciate our loved ones around us. if we dont cherish them or listen to them or appreciate their presence, we can only have ourselves to blame when they are not around next time. I am always thinking how sad and scary it would be if they are not around but yet we do not value the present all the time. Only after sometime ( just like now), we start to think and realign our thinking. but it is either too late or it will only persist only for a while.

I always wanted to study in a university. but now that i am in SMU, i think my grades are pretty sucky. not up to standard. and it is already year 2. i still have 1.5 more years to go. this 1.5 years will be crucial to me. i need to maintain my GPA. studying may not be everthing, but i dun wanna waste my time. i could have been working to support my mom, but here i am spending more money then earning. she had a hard life. and i really want to see her enjoy life abit more and i want to see her happy. well. i am glad that my sister i graduating in a few months, just that she hasn't got a job. hopefully she will soon.

Talking about my sister. i think we are drifting apart. partly because she is always in hostel, plus she dun come back that often and on top of that, i always come back late from school. i rem when we are young, we talk about more things and share more stuff..but now, it is amazing if we managed to talk more then 10 sentences. probably 8 are by me. oh wells...

okie..i should stop writing and get back to report writing. This summer vacation, i should be something really constructive. i want to learn how to use adobe Photoshop, continue my guitar ( a gift from my dad, he always say i am not patient in learning this, well i think as i grow older, my learning curve is slower and flatter. i wish i had learnt the piano when i was young. but somethings are just meant to be or not meant to be), lastly, i want to play more samba and drums. i am in love with it. I wish i have the talent and everlasting passion like Jerry. but more often then more, i am always thinking that i am very lousy. Is it true that the more u think u can do it, u can do it? for me, this is still on trial.

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i am starting to regret the fact that i dun study harder in Year 1.. i am so gonna regret it i know.. I dunno how to make up for it man.. can someone advise?

My birthday was good.. SPecial thanks goes to my favourite Samba Masala. THey bought a cake for me and 9 of them sang birthday song to me.. i am SO SO touched.. really. THen lishi bought cheesecakes for me.. especially the one from Hilton. I am so glad she is my best fren. Benny "made" a cake for me too.. cannot eat it cuz it is made of wire..alot of effort went into it.. and i am moved by his effort. and to many others, Alex, Shaun, Cixian, Jenny, Ngaip.. Thank you my frens, it has been a great birthday for me! =)Missing someone who doesnt care...

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forgot to put this.. she is my band leader!! =)

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lishi bought this especially for ME!! muacks!!

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benny made this for me! So schweeet!

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basking in bliss

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me and robin

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Monday, March 27, 2006 dancingdancingdancingdancing

Yea.. my best fren!!!

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Happy belated birthday ROBIN!!

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Me and May May!!!! so pretty

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tks samba babies!! "Touching" level 200%

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from Alexis.. bought from US! Tks baby!

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Saturday, March 18, 2006 dancingdancingdancingdancing

I am so stressed. so STRESSED> so STRESSED> so STRESSED> so STRESSED> so STRESSED> so STRESSED> so STRESSED> ..i have NO time to blog. This semester i DIE> i DIE> i DIE> i DIE> i DIE> i DIE> i DIE> .. i hate this SEMSTERS> i hate BUSINESS PROCESS.. This semester sian...

WHAT CAN I DO???? I have to MUG!!!!
is this the largest the words can go? wtf

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