whimsicallyanni

Friday, August 18, 2006 dancingdancingdancingdancing

busy busy busy with Convocation..sighs.. mommy nt happy that i am out so often.. aiya. i feel like an 18 year old.

school is starting in a week's time. i got a feeling something different is going to happen this semester. hopefully it is good. the bad thing abt my stupid intuition is that it cannot distinguish good and bad things that are gonnna happen.. it just know that SOMEthing is gonna be different.. I hope my studies can turn for better. Muaahaha

Somethings are happening to me now but i think it is too fast. i just need to slow down so that i can see it more clearly.

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at1:31 AM

Saturday, August 12, 2006 dancingdancingdancingdancing

i do feel kind not-so-useful... Dunno why. most of hte things i do, are never used/recommend.. sighs.. no one listens to me.. i do know that these shits happens, but i reallu do feel very affected that i was never of much help.

Suddenly feel like star gazing.. who wants to star gaze with me? Aww.. so romantic!

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at1:07 AM

Friday, August 11, 2006 dancingdancingdancingdancing

developing a cockroach phobia. Shitz

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at12:55 AM

Wednesday, August 09, 2006 dancingdancingdancingdancing

What's your characteristics ?
Birthdays: (Look below for your characteristics) ~ Mine is CAT

January 01 - 09 ~ Dog January 10 - 24 ~ Mouse January 25 - 31 ~ Lion	February 01 - 05 ~ Cat February 06 - 14 ~ Dove February 15 - 21 ~ Turtle February 22 - 28 ~ Panther	March 01 - 12 ~ Monkey March 13 - 15 ~ Lion March 16 - 23 ~ Mouse March 24 - 31 ~ Cat
April 01 - 03 ~ Dog April 04 - 14 ~ Panther April 15 - 26 ~ Mouse April 27 - 30 ~ Turtle	May 01 - 13 ~ Monkey May 14 - 21 ~ Dove May 22 - 31 ~ Lion	June 01 - 03 ~ Mouse June 04 - 14 ~ Turtle June 15 - 20 ~ Dog June 21 - 24 ~ Monkey June 25 - 30 ~ Cat
July 01 - 09 ~ Mouse July 10 - 15 ~ Dog July 16 - 26 ~ Dove July 27 - 31 ~ Cat	August 01 - 15 ~ Monkey August 16 - 25 ~ Mouse August 26 - 31 ~ Turtle	September 01 - 14 ~ Dove September 15 - 27 ~ Cat September 28 - 30 ~ Dog
October 01 - 15 ~ Monkey October 16 - 27 ~ Turtle October 28 - 31 ~ Panther	November 01 - 16 ~ Lion November 17 - 30 ~ Cat	December 01 - 16 ~ Dog December 17 - 25 ~ Monkey December 26 - 31 ~ Dove

If you are a Dog: A very loyal and sweet person.Your loyalty can never be doubted. You are quite honest and sincere when it comes to your attitude towards working. You are a very simple person, indeed. Absolutely hassle free, humble and down-to-earth!! That explains the reason why your friends cling on to you! You have a good taste for clothes. If your wardrobe is not updated with what is trendy, you sure are depressed. Popular and easy-going. You have a little group of dignified friends,all of them being quality-personified.

If you are a Mouse: Always up to some sort of a mischief! The mischievous gleam in your eyes is what makes you so cute and attractive to everyone. You are an extremely fun-to-be-with kind of person. No wonder, people seek for your company and look forward to include you for all get-togethers. However, you are sensitive, which is a drawback. People need to select their words while talking to you. If someone tries to fiddle around and play with words while dealing with you, it is enough to invite your wrath. God bless the person then!

If you are a Lion: Quite contradictory to your name, you are a peace loving person. You best try to avoid a situation wherein you are required to fight. An outdoor person, you dislike sitting at one place for a long duration. You are a born leader, and have it in you how to tactfully derive work from people. You love being loved, and when you receive your share of limelight from someone, you are all theirs!!!! Well, well... hence some people could even take an advantage, flatter you to the maximum and get their work done. So be careful.....

If you are a Cat: An extremely lovable, adorable person, sometimes shy,with a passion for quick wit. At times, you prefer quietness. You love exploring various things and going into depth of each thing. Under normal circumstances you're cool, when given a reason to, you are like a volcano waiting to erupt. You're a fashion bird. People look forward to you as an icon associated with fashion. Basically, you mingle along freely but don't like talking much to strangers. People feel very easy in your company. You observe care in choosing your friends.

If you are a Turtle: You are near to perfect and nice at heart.The examples of your kindness are always circulated in groups of people.You, too, love peace. You wouldn't like to retaliate even to a person who is in the wrong. You are loved due to this. You do not wish to talk behind one's back. People love the way you always treat them. You can give, give and give love, and the best part is that you do not expect it back in return.You are generous enough.Seeing things in a practical light is what remains the best trait of you guys.

If you are a Dove: You symbolize a very happy-go-lucky approach in life.Whatever the surroundings may be, grim or cheerful, you remain unaffected.In fact, you spread cheer wherever you go. You are the leader of your group of friends and good at consoling people in their times of need. You dislike hypocrisy and tend to shirk away from hypocrites. They can never be in your good books, no matter what. You are very methodical and organized in your work. No amount of mess, hence, can ever encompass you. Beware, it is easy for you to fall in love....

If you are a Panther: You are mysterious. You are someone who can handle pressure with ease, and can handle any atmosphere without going berserk.You can be mean at times, and love to gossip with your selected group.Very prim and proper. You like all situations and things to be in the way you desire, which, sometimes is not possible. As a result, you may lose out in some relationships. But otherwise, you love to help people out from difficult and tight spots when they really need you.

If you are a Monkey: Very impatient and hyper!!! You want things to be done as quick as possible. At heart, you are quite simple and love if you are the center of attraction. That way, you people are unique. You would like to keep yourself safe from all the angles. Shall your name be dragged or featured in any sort of a controversy, you then go all panicky. Therefore, you take your precautions from the very beginning. When you foresee anything wrong, your sixth sense is what saves you from falling in traps. Quite a money minded bunch you people are!!

plain cheesecake
at4:55 PM

Tuesday, August 08, 2006 dancingdancingdancingdancing

I was sitting in the living room, on the sofa talking on the fone when a Bloody, HUGE, Black, Fat, With wings, with legs and all - cockroach (refer to size) flew right to the centre of the living room. (refer to map). I am pretty sure you know my immediate reaction, i screamed, way too loud for the volume at 1230 am.. i screamed with all my might (i couldnt do anything else) and poor zhiwei, he was on the fone listening to all my screaming....

my sister came out of the study room. She flipped when she saw the cockroach, and keep whispering and beckoning to me to come into the room ( it was a whisper compared to my screaming). I felt so stranded at my sofa but i am dying to escape. I jump to my right, Leaped over the sofa, kept to the wall, and past my parents room... they were already at their door by then, wondering what the hell i was screaming about. ..and dashed straight into the bedroom....

After rummaging throught the sofas and bags, they could not find it in the living room. ( my dad even resorted to using the vacumm cleaner to Suck the cockroach, i bet his vision is still blurry from the sleep.).. and i was ordered by my mom to turn on my fone and lappy. So, the shivering, scared me decided to brave into the living to switch off everthing. 5 steps into the living room, once again, i saw the pest on the wall... i sreamed and ran back into the room.. me and my sisters huddled in the bedroom... Haha..

finally the cockroach was gone, smacked to death, bundled in tissue or sucked into the vacuum cleaner, i could not be bothered to know. it took me more then half and hour to get back to sleep, but not after me and my sisters laughed it out for all the funny actions and expressions of me and my parents. my mom even came and touched me, telling me that she was also shivering from all my screaming..

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at12:27 PM

Monday, August 07, 2006 dancingdancingdancingdancing

Been so busy these days, with nothing but samba and samba and more samba. Sighs.. i want a holiday. OKie jeffrey, dun bring up the past again!...

Anyway jeffrey had said i am a very blunt and tactless person.But this kinda stuff, i wont know unless someone tells me.. so.. the next time if i am blunt, tell me.. so that i can be a better person.

well... I am a very violent person.bringing lotsa bruises, knocks and punches to my frens.. Sighs..Stop me! I am addicted. OKie zhiwei, i know u are the main victim..

But i wont mind being them if i have to be violent.. hehe!

When will days of happiness come by for me?

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at12:32 AM

Saturday, August 05, 2006 dancingdancingdancingdancing

How confident are you?

Do u find yourself asking that question?

For me, i started of being humble. then i started to become unsure.. and finally i became totally uncertain.

Everything to me now, seems impossible. I have no more courage and drive. Whatever i do now comes with a question mark. "Can i do that? what if i cant? OKie.. i think i cant." and it usually ends off with that, me totally steering away from things i want to do or excel in. Because i know i never will.

As a result, there is nothing i can ever excel in. It is like what my pri school teacher has said "If Yanni understands, i think the whole class will understand". Supporting this with evidence, If I can dance, everyone can dance. But never the other way round. I am always putting myself beneath others, it is become a form degradation. A pessimist character does not help either.

I think this is the worst thing that u can label yourself with.

sighs. What is life without confidence?

... i feel stupid...

a pic of cat to make me happier..

plain cheesecake
at12:17 AM