whimsicallyanni

Saturday, August 05, 2006 dancingdancingdancingdancing

How confident are you?

Do u find yourself asking that question?

For me, i started of being humble. then i started to become unsure.. and finally i became totally uncertain.

Everything to me now, seems impossible. I have no more courage and drive. Whatever i do now comes with a question mark. "Can i do that? what if i cant? OKie.. i think i cant." and it usually ends off with that, me totally steering away from things i want to do or excel in. Because i know i never will.

As a result, there is nothing i can ever excel in. It is like what my pri school teacher has said "If Yanni understands, i think the whole class will understand". Supporting this with evidence, If I can dance, everyone can dance. But never the other way round. I am always putting myself beneath others, it is become a form degradation. A pessimist character does not help either.

I think this is the worst thing that u can label yourself with.

sighs. What is life without confidence?

... i feel stupid...

a pic of cat to make me happier..

plain cheesecake
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